I LUB my girls!

Things have FINALLY calmed down! We moved into the new house & can I say I'M SO FREAKING EXCITED! lol

I LOVE LOVE LOVE my new house! I didn't realize how much I missed having a kitchen. I've been cooking like a crazy person all week. Jose has missed my food so much. My gram can cook. Actually she is an AWESOME cook but she is old school. She likes to add the fat & bad for you stuff which is why the food is sooooo good lol! I dont cook like that.

We dont eat enriched white flour products mostly b/c of Nevy getting sick from it but also b/c wheat is better for you. I don't know how I did it but I didn't gain a pound the whole time we lived there (7.5 months). Well I did gain I was pregnant with twins! Hello! lol but I gained 13lbs while pregnant and lost all of it plus another 10lbs & my weight hasn't changed since then which puts me below my pre-pregnancy weight. Now that I get to eat the way I like to I'm sure I'll start losing again. It just feels so good to eat brown or wild rice again instead of Mac & cheese lol.

I'm so PROUD of Nevy! She went the whole day without an accident! She even took a nap & didn't have one! She's so close to being fully potty trained if I could just get her to poop on the potty! We have been letting her do it on her own time which has taken 8 months but hey why rush. I think her new interest in the potty has to do with me telling her she could go to the zoo if she went a whole week without using a diaper or having an accident. She is really trying VERY hard b/c she wants to see the "teddy" bears & "munkeys" lol. I love her made up words! :)

The Twins are officially half a year old! OMG where did the time go??

Arianna seems to be doing better. I've been doing a lot of the exercises the therapist showed me & she seems to be able to hold her head up longer. She now has to spend 10-15 mins. EVERY hour she is up on her tummy. She really hates tummy time. SO much in fact that she all most rolled over to get off her tummy. To see her come so close to a goal that I though was still months away made me cry. She seems so far behind Celi due to her muscle issues. So to see her catching up is awesome! I love my chubby girl sooooo much!

My silly Celi is a little brat as usual lol. We went to a family party Sunday & I was sitting at the table talking and eating crackers off a tray. Well Ms. Araceli decided she wanted a cracker to. So when Mommy wasnt looking she grabbed one & starting chomping on it lol! She ate the entire cracker! Then wanted another one! She is such a piggy. She now eats two 4oz jars of baby food for lunch plus a 4oz bottle. She really is a PIG but I lover her to pieces! She can almost sit up totally unassisted. There are times when she leans to far and cant catch herself before tipping over but she is doing very well. She also scoots with her head on the ground and her butt in the air. It's so funny! I swear she will have rug burn on her forehead soon but she is learning to crawl in her own way I guess.

Well I guess thats it. The kids have all adjusted very well to the new house though I found Nevy sleeping UNDER my bed this morning lol. She has been sleeping in her new room without any trouble all week. So I'm not sure why she did that. I guess I need to get another baby gate.

Well I'm off to make dinner & see Shrek tonight! Nevy has been waiting for weeks to see it but it came out the weekend of the twins baptism. So she has had to wait. She is super excited! Until next time! :) Enjoy your summer everyone!

Blah Blah Blah....yeah lol

It's been a really long week. I'm sorry it's taken so long to post again. The days just seem to fly by.

I'm happy to say we pulled off the Twins Baptism without any problems. Everything went great & the girls got TONS of clothes! Which were soooooo needed! So THANK YOU EVERYONE SO MUCH! The kids really enjoyed the party as well. Nevy spent most of the day in the air jump jump lol. They were so tired they slept until 11am the next day. Yeah I was shocked!

I can't believe the twins will be turing 6 months in a week! Half a year ALREADY! It's crazy to think about. I do miss them being little but then again I love them at this age. The are up most of the day & love to laugh. They are such silly kids. When I lay them down at night next to each other they will hold hands and "talk" to each other until they fall alseep or some times they will pull each others hair until one cries lol! I love seeing them interact. It's so darn cute. My favorite is when they just look at each other & smile back and forth.

Well Arianna will be starting physical therapy next week. Easter seals came out & her neck & back muscles rate at the 1-2 month old mark. She has over all low muscle tone but her neck it the worst. She cant hold it up long and gets tired very easy. It's times like that when I really regret them being twins. I love my girls but if I had to do it all over again I probably would have only put one embryo in at a time. Since we had lost Nevy's twin early on I was scared that if we only did one I would miscarry it but my girls are strong & both stuck around. With Ari being twin A she was on the bottom which means Celi was sitting on her most of the time. She was always in a weird breech position which might be why she never developed enough muscle tone. I'm just happy she is getting help now. I hate seeing the gap between them grow so fast.

Araceli is my rock star! lol She is just a funny baby! She laughs for NO reason at all! She sits there and cracks up at herself. She loves to talk (yes she's her Mama's baby!). She now tries to get her kness up under her while doing tummy time. I think she is going to be crawling in the next month or so. She can be so stubborn though (yes truly a Mama's girl lol)she hardly ever rolls anymore b/c she knows I want her too! She such a brat sometimes! She really loves her sisters. I can tell she will be the "care giver" of my kids. If Ari or Nevy cry she will stick out her bottom lip & start crying with them. If Ari is laying by her she'll even try reaching out to touch her face like saying "it's ok sis I'm here". It's just heart breaking to see her do that. It's so sweet!

Nevy is getting SO excited about the new house. I think she's reached her end with living with my grandparents. Dont get me wrong they are so good to her but they are getting old and cant tolerate as much as they use to. So a lot of stuff I let slide they dont & she gets mad at them lol. Yeah she's a spoiled 1st what can I say. Every time we come home she asks "Can we go to the new house? I want to go in Nevy's room!" I feel so bad b/c I know she wants to have her own space again. We have been waiting on our final permit which we should have Monday. I'm hoping to live there Monday night! Which I just realized is tomorrow lol. Ya I know I'm slow sometimes.

As for me.... I saw my REI wed. & the game plan is what I though it would be....a statin, metformin & birth control. I hope this is the 3 punch my PCOS needs to get under control. I do have to go in for some more blood tests this Wed. before we start the treatment & I also have an ultrasound on my liver that day but we are pretty sure everything is fine. I cant wait for everything to be under control so I can start to drop some more weight. I stopped a few months ago when I was having issues with my Iron, breastfeeding & liver problems b/c I didnt know if that was making it worse. When I stopped I did get a bump in my supply for awhile. So I think it was effecting that. Though it no longer matters b/c I did stop breastfeeding a few weeks ago. My suppy was really going bye bye and I could not keep taking Reglan to keep up with it. So I decided to stop. I'm proud that I made it to 5 months though. Thats longer then I did with Nevy.


Ok well I'm off to finish packing our last few things & help Jose start moving them next door. It's going to be so nice to have a house to ourselves again....yet it's a little scary to finally be alone with all 3 kids.....GOD SAVE ME! lol

Well until next time!

Everything happens for a reason

Well where in the heck do I start? I feel like it's been months since I posted a new blog & it's only been a few weeks!

So I haven't been feeling to well. Very tired & just out of energy. You're probably thinking well with 3 under 3 you should be tired! lol It's worse then that. I'm sleeping like 10hrs a night & still cant get my butt out of bed. I figured it's my thyroid again & my meds need to be adjuested. I had an Ob/gyn appt a few weeks ago & I finally got my test results last week. My liver function is high along with my vitamin D level being really really low. My ob/gyn said to get in with my regular Dr. ASAP b/c she was worried about my liver function. Well after talking to my Dr. friday she figures its my PCOS (Polycystic Ovary Syndrome.. yeah its a mouth full lol). PCOS effects EVERYTHING in your life. It actually becoming VERY common in women of reproductive age. I've known about it since I was 14 years old & my Dr. told me.

I've struggled with it my whole life. From battling with weight issues (due to insulin resistance caused by the PCOS), to infertility (caused by the insulin resistance stopping me from ovulating) to hormone issues, to gestaional diabetes, to pre-eclampsia (high BP during pregnancy), even breastfeeding & now to liver issues. Can you belive that one little thing screwing up one hormone can throw your entire body out of whack? Their is no "magic pill". There is pretty much nothing you can do about it. Sure there are all kinds of fun things you can take to help or cover up the issues but there is nothing to cure it or really lower your risk for heart problems, infertility, obesity, type 2 diabetes & liver issues (thats not even the half of risks!).

Anyway we ran a few tests & I have an ultrasound of my liver at the end of the month. I just hate PCOS. It seems like everytime I "think" things are ok it bites me in the butt. As of right now my liver function is only slightly high which means I'm ok but that we need to keep an eye on things in the future. I see my REI (Reproductive Endocrinology and Infertility Specialist)next week. Dr. Morris (www.IVF1.com) is awesome. He is the reason I have my 3 little princesses! He is also one of the only Dr.'s I trust enough to help treat my PCOS. So I guess we are finally going to have a game plan to treat things that doesnt involve fertility drugs lol. Most likely it will be a birth control pill (to treat the messed up hormones), a statin (helps my liver function & lower cholesterol which is also elevated thanks to PCOS) & Metformin to treat the insulin resistance. Then add my thyroid meds, extra vitamin D I now have to take & a regular vitamin & yeah I'll be a walking pharmacy but at least I'll feel better & be healthier.

As someone I know once said...

PCOS is like cancer, except there is no treatment & it eats away at your body for the rest of your life.

Great right?....not!



Anyway enough dark talk...

The house is finished!! woo hoo! We moved about half of our stuff in & it looks great! I still have a TON to do but it's pretty much ready for the party. We probably wont move in until after the party since I have to make everything child proof first.

The kids are all doing great. Celi is getting better & better at sitting up. Ari is going to be starting physical thearpy soon for her muscles. Easter seals is doing a final check on her but we are almost 100% sure she needs it. Her tone is getting better but still no where near it should be. Down side to being a twin :(
Nevy is peachy as always. She was so happy to decorate her new room with princess stickers!lol They are all over but it's her room so I let her have fun.

Well it's a busy week with the twins Baptism this weekend. So I'm off to clean more things & get ready. Not sure when I'll have time to post again but as always I'll keep you up to date! :)

5 months....You got to be JOKING!

The twins turn 5 months on Friday. WHAT!!!....for real? Your joking right?...

NOPE! lol

I can not believe these two little peanuts are going to be almost half a year old. I have no idea where the last few months went. I still feel like I had them last week!

They are doing really well. Eating about 27-30oz a day plus SOLIDS!! yay! We started veggies 2 weeks ago. Celi loves sweet potatos & squash. She is so-so on carrots. I really have not given much to Ari b/c she still doesnt seem ready for soilds. Celi was giving all the cues & is right on target for development & for sitting up. Ari still gets cereal by spoon though. She is getting better. She just needs more time. We have Easter Seals coming out to take a look at her. She is still having issues with the muscles in her neck. She cant seem to keep her head up for long & may need a little physical therapy. It just the down side to twins. She didnt have much room to move and build her muscles up. Other that that she is doing great. They both smile, talk, laugh, giggle & all the other great stuff. Celi can sit support & unsupported (for about 30sec before tipping over. TIMBERRRRRR lol).

Nevy is getting so much better at talking everyday. She repeats everything...even commercials on TV! lol If I hear the $5 footlong song one more time I'll.......yeah anyway lol. She just loves her sisters so much. :)

The house is DONE!! WOOT WOOT! Final inspections are done this week & if all goes well we can move in Tuesday! It's ABOUT TIME! lol

Well thats it for now. I need to go to bed. I'm so tired. I had a Dr.'s appt today with Dr. V. (the one who delivered the twins). She said everything looks great. My scar healed very well & I have a years supply of Yasmin (birth control) now!! YAY FOR NO MORE KIDS! lol yeah I'm a dork but I'd so die if I got pregnant again this soom. 3 under 3 is enough to last me a long long long long long long long.....LONG time!

Spring has Sprung!

Well all the kids are doing great.


The Twins had an appt. Monday & other then having some small issues with reflux they look good.

Arianna- Ari is now 12lbs even(10th %tile). She is 23 3/8 inches tall (10th %tile) & her head is 15 3/4 inches (10th %tile). Adjusted back a month puts her in the perfect 50th %tile which is great. Ari is getting better at holding her head up though she is still having issues. One of the down sides of being a twins is sharing space in the womb which can cause issues with muscle tone. She is not as strong as Celi but she is getting there. She is also starting to giggle & talk more. She seems happier but is still stuggling at night with feedings. She is even starting to stand more.


Araceli- Celi is now 12lbs 12oz (20th %tile). She is 24 inches tall (25th %tile) & her head is 15 3/4 inches (10th %tile). Adjusted back a month Celi is closer to the 65th %tile which is awesome! Celi is still right on target. She can sit supported & unsupported for a short time before falling over. She now screams like Tarzan lol when she wants your attention. It's really funny. Not so funny in a resturant but still funny lol. According to the Dr. she is ready to start solids whenever I want but since Ari is not ready I may hold off another month to give Ari some time to catch up. I've been spoon feeding them cereal & they seem to enjoy it.


Nevaeh- Nevy is still her usual pain in the butt self lol. Her new thing is telling you "I'm mad at you" when she doesnt get her own way. Not that it effects anyone to give into her but she thinks it will help lol. She is getting so big & some days I cant believe the things she says & understands. She talks in full sentances & is pretty clear most of the time. She has her 3 year check up in June though she wont turn 3 until July but I had all the kids appt. put together.


As for the house we have about one more week until it's done! Painting is going on next week & a few odds & ends but other then that my house is done! My stove, dishwaser and over the range microwave are coming today. So all that is left is paint! I'm soooooo excited! Nevy is too. She keeps asking when her house will be ready.

Ok thats it for now. Not sure when I'll post again since moving is right around the corner (hope for it anyway) but I'll keep everyone posted! Thanks for stopping by! :)

Almost 4 months!

I can't believe the Twins are almost 4 months old! They are getting so big. I can't wait for their Dr.'s appt on the 12th to see how much they gained.

Well for my usual update:

Arianna is doing pretty good. We still have issues with her last feeding of the night but she does great during the day. She is getting better at holding her head up though she still wont roll over. She likes to "talk" (goo and gah)and smiles all the time. She found her hands a few weeks ago and likes to chew on them now lol. She does need her month adjustment for being preemie still but she is getting better everyday! She is eating between 4-5.5oz at every feeding. About (25-27oz a day). I love her chubby little cheeks! I just want to pinch them! lol




Araceli is doing great! Her reflux is under control. She eats like a little piggy (5-6oz). About 25-30oz a day. She also likes to talk and smile. She can sit and stand (supported of course). She has great head control and loves to grab at things. She can roll from tummy to back and is pretty much right on track for a 4 month old. She is such a happy baby!





Both of the girls HATE tummy time (due to the reflux) but are getting better at pushing up and rolling. We MAY start to spoon feed rice cereal in a few weeks but I'm holding out on solids until 5-6 months (which your supposed to do anyway). All in all the girls are doing really well.


Nevy is doing great too! She is her usual bouncy self. She is getting really good at counting & likes to repeat EVERY thing! lol








As for house news:

The drywall is done! yay! Next is the bathroom tile, floors, cabinets and painting. The house should be done right after Easter! I CANT WAIT! lol



As for me...Well I'm still mad about things that happened (see last post) but I guess I just needed a time out from certain people. It's been 3 weeks since I've seen them and I think the time away is really helping me to deal with my anger towards them. That and the fact that they can't add fuel to the fire.

Anyway I guess thats it for now. I'm hoping to update more often but with the move back home so close it may not be possible. I'll try though! :)

Another year..

Wow I am sooooo glad my birthday is over. It was one very very long weekend and of course as I knew would happen...full of DRAMA! Though I'm sure there is more to come. I'm at the point where I dont even want to celebrate my brithday anymore becuase all it ends up doing is making more drama for me. My poor hubby always gets stuck in the middle but I know he tries to make it special for me.

This year I picked the Cheesecake Factory because come on what girl doesn't LOVE cheesecake? lol

Things went great and I love my hubby so much for giving me that special time even if it only lasted during dinner. It was still great to have that few hour moment where everything was going right. He really is such a sweetheart and I am soooo lucky to have a wonderful husband.

I know some of you are wondering what the hell is she talking about and trust me I would love to spill all the details to you but that is not what this blog is about. I'm not going to name names, point fingers and bitch certain people out. I'm not like that. You know who you are and you know what you did and that is that.

Every year its the same shit and I'm sick of it. How would you feel if people forgot your birthday? How would you feel if "people" didnt even care that it was your birthday? How would you feel if these people were supposed to be YOUR FAMILY? Crappy right? Well try that every year. Sucks right? Well welcome to my personal hell and the reason I hate my birthday. It's all because a certain someones birthday is close to mine and everyone is busy making sure that person has a great birthday and totally forget about me. Even though I celebrate each of their birthdays every year and go out of my way to buy nice gifts and think of them. Yet every year I get a slap in the face when my time rolls around.

So you might ask why Jenny? Why are you so nice when "others" are so mean? because thats who I am. I care and I love my husband more then anything in the world and I would never hurt him and by treating certain "others" wrong it would hurt him. So every year I put my fake smile on and celebrate for everyone BUT me. Just because I love my husband and would never ask him to be stuck in the middle. I know he would do the same for me though I pray I would never have to.

Well now that most of the drama has past I can ALMOST move on with my life until next year anyway. Sorry for those of you that have NO idea what I'm talking about. This is my venting place and well I need to vent. So excuse the crazy whine it's more for me to get things off my chest then to ammuse people.lol